and i luv u...

how i wish       i am ur gurl,
how i wish       am d only 1 u desired 4,
how i wish       4 u choosing me wif no regrets,
how i wish       i ave d beauty of evry gurls u intensely luk,
how i wish       u lay dat luk upon me 2,
how i wish       4 ur bff's charm,
if only i ave      ur mistsress' understanding,

can i b d very 1?
d 1 dat stay put in ur heart?
a place which can't b easily replaced by any other gurls?
can i demand 4 dat? 
pls?  :(